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Please, if you read *nothing* else in my journal, read this.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/maria-lin/special-needs-parenting_b_1314348.html

I can't tell you how well written this is, and how it hits the nail on the head.  I commend this writer for putting it out there.

Current Mood:
melancholy melancholy
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In preparation for our Alaria-on-the-way, I'm parting with most of my garb and costumes. The auctions have less than a day left, but they're great items being sold for a noble cause.

http://shop.ebay.com/wench_princess/m.html?_nkw=&_armrs=1&_from=&_ipg=&_trksid=p3686

Those of you looking for garb and costumes take a peak, or pass it along. :) The funds from these are going directly into moving into a place that is safe and has room for the little ones. :)

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busy busy
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If anyone wants to tell me to go to the doctor because I have a cold, please read this article first!

http://www.healthcaresouth.com/pages/askthedoctor/sinus.htm

Seriously people, not every sickness requires antibiotics and not EVERY cold turns into a sinus infection. I know my body and I know I am more likely to develop viral bronchitis. So, please back off.

This isn't directed at people on my lj actually. It's just residual grumpiness for the unwanted medical advice I keep getting in real life.

Current Mood:
cranky cranky
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So, I can't wear my leather bodice anymore. It's too big. So, I figure I'll post the link, for the ebay listing. Bid if you like it, pass it on to someone else if you know someone that's been looking for a nice leather bodice.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=120445492704&ssPageName=ADME:L:LCA:US:1123

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Current Mood:
accomplished thrifty
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A lot of characters in kids' books have it pretty good, from calling the start of the wild rumpus to ordering room service from their hotel suite. If you could be any character from children's literature, who would you be?
I'm not certain if this is considered 'Children's Literature', but I would have loved to have been  Anne Shirley of the Anne of Green Gables/Avonlea series.  She was awesome, and I've always enjoyed that time period. 

As for something more childish, no feckin' idea.  Madeline?  That was my favourite story book as a child... but for awhile so was 'The Pokey Little Puppy' and I don't want to be that. lol  Or, 'The Monster at the End of This Book'.  Yay!  Trips down memory lane.

Current Mood:
tired tired
Current Music:
Ave Maria - Sarah Brightman - A Winter Symphony
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Ok, let me say this AGAIN!  IF I DO NOT KNOW YOU PERSONALLY, DO NOT ADD ME TO YOUR GOD DAMNED FRIENDS LIST WITHOUT MESSAGING ME FIRST!  This seriously pisses me off.  It's really god damned rude.
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
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No, I didn't have great customers or make a lot of money... but today was a good day.  Some reasons, I don't care to elaborate on, they're very personal and special to me. 
Others, have to do with the awesome friends I have.  I'm really glad that I've gotten to know Missy.  She's an amazingly sweet girl, and we have a lot in common.  I think she and I could be very close friends down the road.  I'm also really glad that I've made up with Mike.  He and I work so much better as brother and sister than enemies. 
Not forgetting the awesome people on this journal, vellanya , bipaganfreak , angely78  who daily keep my head from exploding.  ^.^  You guys are awesome.

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happy happy
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I spent a short period hanging out with Bel today.  I found, what I've slowly been finding recently, that I just don't care anymore.  I don't care about my former 'friends' at Medieval Times, I don't care about the Clover, I don't care about the pirates who don't care about me.  It's not an easy feeling to come by.  For many friends I felt duty bound to give them a few more chances, others I just couldn't let go of.  Now, I just don't have it in me to care about those that don't care about me.  I don't have the time or the energy to waste on them. 
I have a lot of good in me. I'm a loving person, I'm talented, I'm loyal.  All that energy needs to be spent in a way that's beneficial to me, though.  I also need to feel like me.... and waiting for my 'friends' to finally get around to remember their my friend is not who I am.  I have new people in my life who do care.  More than that, I'm remembering how much I care about me.  I miss singing, I miss dancing, I miss getting up excited for the day, I miss creating works of art because the world inspires me so much.  I'm going to continue being cautious, I've learned my lessons well, and no one is going to be able to take me away from me again.
I'm free.
Now it's time to find a decent job, find a vocal coach, get in shape, find a place to express myself and my music, and start living like me again.
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rejuvenated rejuvenated
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http://www.rhrealitycheck.org/blog/2008/07/15/hhs-moves-define-contraception-abortion

This is just ridiculous.  I had a doctor refuse me birth-control years ago, I was seeking it as a relief to extreme cramps.  I was furious.  The woman declared "If God meant for me not to have cramps, I wouldn't have them."  I certainly did not go to the doctor to get religious advice.
Last I checked, the medical community is supposed to be there to protect and help each and every person regardless of personal belief.  Isn't that part of their code of ethics? 
This very proposal is spitting in the face of separation of church and state, and modern medicine.  I feel like we've stepped back into the 50's.  A woman's right to choose?  What does she need a right to choose?  She's supposed to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen don't you know.
Fuck them!
I'm going to write a letter, and protest as many places as I can about this.  If you feel strongly about this, you should to!
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pissed off pissed off
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I didn't want to do this, but I am fucking sick of the drama.  This journal once again will be friends only.  I've had it up to my eyebrows with the highschool bullshit that's going on, and I"m quite frankly not playing the game anymore.  I will simply have to make an effort to make contacts rather than letting them come to me, or do without.  The same will happen with my myspace account. 

To any of you, that I don't know yet, that has been reading my entries and think you might want to friend me.... message me first.  I'm extraordinarily cautious about meeting people online. 

Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
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